I'm so unmotivated right now.

I really thought that getting a job and actually knowing what the plan was for next year would really light a fire under my ass and get me moving on my classes, but I think I may actually want to do LESS. No more, tomorrow is the day of much homeworking.

I've been into Pampa twice this week in search of a new abode, and its just not looking good. I managed to find all the apartments in town, but I have come to the tragic realization that my current place has spoiled me for anything I am going to be finding there. Every place I drove by was just so ghetto...and while I am not above staying the night in a trashy motel in the search for a cheap place, I am most definitely above living in a trashy ghetto apartment for a year. I just cant do it anymore, I've had better, and I want to stay that way. My only lead on a place is at what appears (from the outside) to be the nicest apartments in town. They have one opening for August, a one bedroom townhouse that is a little smaller than my current place. The only problem is that she has NOTHING that she can show me before that. So I could sit on my hands and wait until August 10th for this place to open up, and then look at it and make a decision, or I can jump in and decide to talk it sight unseen. In my friend Brad's eloquent words, They want me to Buy Pandora's Box, and move on in. I really would rather have a house than an apartment, but I just cant seem to find anything that is available to rent, instead of buy. I'm not really in the market to BUY a house in Pampa this year. No, not so much.

The SBUX countdown is now officially on. They handed out the work schedules for the next two weeks yesterday, so I know when I am working right up until my LAST day, August 3rd. Yay! Now, lets see if I can stand the place that long, its getting more and more difficult.